Mrs. Judy Hane was one of the last females to be loaded into a lifeboat on the treacherous night of April 14th, 1912.
It was a night that I’ll remember for the rest of my life, the night I lost my husband and son, and the night I seen my close friends perish. I was so foolish. My husband told me to go on and that he and Billy would be fine on their own. I should have stayed and helped them but they both insisted that I get in the lifeboat. Even though there was probably nothing I could have done to help, I would have wanted to be with my family until the very last minute. The worst part was after a while the boat started circling around looking for more survivors and seeing my husband dead floating in the water with a life belt still on. The water must have frozen him to death it was freezing that night. I didn’t find out about the deaths until after we got ashore and seen the survivor list. When the Carpathia came and rescued us I met up with my friend who we ate dinner with that night. She was also separated from her husband. It is the worst pain I have ever felt in my life and I’m not sure ill ever get over it. Its heartbreak every time I think of my family I once had. Thankfully I still have my daughter who I love very much and I feel so horrible that she never got or never will get the chance to meet her father or brother.A crew member, John Stanley from London tells us of his horrifying experience on board the titanic.
I’ve never seen peoples’ faces as scared before in my life as I did on this night. Everyone’s face looked terrified probably including mine too. It was the scariest experience in my life. I kept busy by trying to do what I could to help the women and children. I helped to make sure that the women and children were the first in the lifeboats. Those were my orders and those were the orders I followed. I had to enforce the rules and the rules were women and children first. I even had to go as far as to fire a couple shots because one of the men was trying to get in a boat before the women and children. Firing the shot was just to get control; I never had intentions of shooting anyone. When all the women and children were on the lifeboats I took the chance and jumped overboard to a nearby boat and they took me aboard with them because I was nice to them and helped them the best I could. We were waiting for far too long before the Carpathia came and rescued us. It was such a relief to see the boat coming for us. I thought it would be the last night of my life.


